Where she was driving, she didn't care. Who she was going to see, it didn't phase her. All Robyn knew is that she needed to be with someone not involved with the messed up situation she was in. She needed to be cradled and held, even if it just was for a minute. Her car stood at the crossroads. One way would be back to the flat to Mia and probably Ashley. She slanted her mouth reluctant to go home. She clicked her indicator 'right' and made her way to Nottinghill to see Ben. Coming unannounced was probably not the nicest thing to do, but her blotchy eyes and red face would be more than excuse for Ben to let her in. After meeting Ben at the premiere Robyn was smitten. His olive skin and deep brown eyes would captivate her into random stares. She thought how different both Tay and Ben were. Taylor was blonde and blue eyed with an immense sense of humour. He always knew how to make Robyn smile. Ben, however, was sensitive but sexy at the same time. He had convinced Robyn that he was nothing like Dorian Gray, which she found slightly relieving. His cool and calm nature would make Robyn also feel collected around him and act like herself. Not once did she embaress herself to the point of turning beetroot red. She smiled at how sincere he always was. Its not like he never tried to have sex with her. She remembered a night in with him, they almost did it but just before it all happened Robyn flinched away and ran into the bathroom. Ben spent the next hour convincing her that there is absolutely no rush. Sex was not a priority to him. BULLSHIT. Of course it was, but he thought Robyn was worth the wait. She couldn't help but think, if she wasn't famous would he give her the time of day. Well, they would have never met if she wasn't a VIP to most venues. She hated how she thought of every single fact about everything! She bit her lip in anxiety waiting at a temporary traffic light. 'Great, more time for me to wollow in my thoughts' She decided to play the Radio. Daniel Bedingfield came on 'if your not the one' Robyn forced herself to listen to the slow love song and immediately switched it off after the chorus. She couldn't get to Ben's quick enough. She rang his buzzer and impatiently waited for him to answer.
'Heeellooo?' She laughed and said 'its moi' he recognised her siron voice and buzzed her in.
'Well this is a surprise' he said putting down a magazine on his marble counter. Robyn stood in the doorway and saw him standing in nothing but grey tracksuit bottoms. Three guesses what he'd been doing all day. She rolled her eyes and ran up to him, kissing him and standing on the balls of her feet to reach his lips. It was rare for her to find such a tall lean guy. He kissed her back and pressed her body towards him. 'How are you after last night? Your beautiful but you look tired' he said taking her over to his massive leather couch.
Robyn groaned and rested her head on his chest looking up at him 'how is it you still look like a sex god after in taking so much shit. I swear, comedowns are a good look for you" Robyn joked as he tickled her for the comment. After a minute or two of play fighting the two relaxed and Robyn felt as if she could melt into Ben. She couldn't help but watch his every move. How his jaw moved as he spoke. When he would crack a smile and how his eyes moved around the room, always catching her out looking at him. She couldn't hold back anymore. She lifted her head from his lap and grabbed the back of his neck. He instantly responded and kissed her back with passion and lust. She straddled herself around his waist and placed herself comfortably leaning down onto his neck, place her full lips on his bare skin. He got shivers as her fingertips slowly bushed his back. He decided to make a big move and remove her white top over her head. She let him and thanked god she was wearing a relatively sexy bra. A hot pink lace which opened at the front. Ben also thanked god. He was always such a clumsy fool when it came to bras. He couldn't help but think Robyn was about to pop out of the bra, so he saved her humiliation and opened it up. 'Hey!' Robyn said as he placed his lips on her chest. 'What? Now we're both even' he joked bringing his face back to hers. She whispered in his ear 'well not exactly...I'm not wearing any underwear' Bens mouth dropped and he grinned. With that he scooped Robyn in his arms, her legs still wrapped around him. He laid her on the bed and stood back 'I don't believe you' Robyn sat up on her knees with a pouty look. She removed her black leggings slowly and teased Ben by turning around to show her round, apple bum. Once the leggings were of she was completely naked. 'Now do you believe me?' She said laying back on the bed with a seductive look in her eye.' Ben's mouth went dry and he couldn't speak. Robyn was on his bed naked. Why wasn't he reacting?
'Well this is a surprise' he said putting down a magazine on his marble counter. Robyn stood in the doorway and saw him standing in nothing but grey tracksuit bottoms. Three guesses what he'd been doing all day. She rolled her eyes and ran up to him, kissing him and standing on the balls of her feet to reach his lips. It was rare for her to find such a tall lean guy. He kissed her back and pressed her body towards him. 'How are you after last night? Your beautiful but you look tired' he said taking her over to his massive leather couch.
Robyn groaned and rested her head on his chest looking up at him 'how is it you still look like a sex god after in taking so much shit. I swear, comedowns are a good look for you" Robyn joked as he tickled her for the comment. After a minute or two of play fighting the two relaxed and Robyn felt as if she could melt into Ben. She couldn't help but watch his every move. How his jaw moved as he spoke. When he would crack a smile and how his eyes moved around the room, always catching her out looking at him. She couldn't hold back anymore. She lifted her head from his lap and grabbed the back of his neck. He instantly responded and kissed her back with passion and lust. She straddled herself around his waist and placed herself comfortably leaning down onto his neck, place her full lips on his bare skin. He got shivers as her fingertips slowly bushed his back. He decided to make a big move and remove her white top over her head. She let him and thanked god she was wearing a relatively sexy bra. A hot pink lace which opened at the front. Ben also thanked god. He was always such a clumsy fool when it came to bras. He couldn't help but think Robyn was about to pop out of the bra, so he saved her humiliation and opened it up. 'Hey!' Robyn said as he placed his lips on her chest. 'What? Now we're both even' he joked bringing his face back to hers. She whispered in his ear 'well not exactly...I'm not wearing any underwear' Bens mouth dropped and he grinned. With that he scooped Robyn in his arms, her legs still wrapped around him. He laid her on the bed and stood back 'I don't believe you' Robyn sat up on her knees with a pouty look. She removed her black leggings slowly and teased Ben by turning around to show her round, apple bum. Once the leggings were of she was completely naked. 'Now do you believe me?' She said laying back on the bed with a seductive look in her eye.' Ben's mouth went dry and he couldn't speak. Robyn was on his bed naked. Why wasn't he reacting?
'What's wrong?' Robyn said suddenly feeling self conscious as she began to cover herself. 'No no no, nothing. I just want to do this properly. No games. I want you to know that you mean a lot to me and we should only do this if your ready.' He said this crawling onto the bed near her but still placing himself on top of her. 'Well you don't leave me much choice' Robyn grinned as she felt Ben's weight on top of her. Once the kissing started, Ben had his boxers and trackies off. Robyn sat back as he did foreplay to her. She moaned, but when she closed her eyes, she saw Taylor. She opened them quickly expecting to see Taylor's face but it was Ben. She decided to not close her eyes and just look into Ben's eyes. Once he entered her, overwhelmed by his size and length Robyn clasped onto Bens back tightly and bit his shoulder turning the pain into pure pleasure. After 20 minutes of vigorous sex Robyn really wanted to climax and she began to gasp and moan louder. 'Oh Taylor!!!' She said as she finally hit orgasm. Ben slowed down at that point, also climaxing but disheartened by the fact she called out her ex fiancée’s name instead of his. He rolled of Robyn and laid next to her. Robyn caught her breath and sat up burying her hands in her face groaning how sorry she was. 'Its a force of habit. I'm sorry..I havnt had sex in..a while and it just came out. I wasn't thinking of him...oh god..that's what your probably thinking. I should go. Yeah. Okay. Right. Where are my knikers? Oh yeah I ddnt bring any..I..' She was blubbering again and Ben couldn't help but smile at this giddy girl in front of him. He had read everything Robyn had been through and decided to cut her some slack. So what if she said Taylors name? She said his a million times during. It was going to take time for her to be fully over Tay and Ben realised that. 'Come here you complete nutter' he said before Robyn could get out of bed 'its okay..don't worry about it. Silly mistake obviously' Robyn sighed in relief. 'I'm a silly woman.' Ben smiled and wrapped his arms around her. The two drifted of into a deep sleep. Unfortunatly for Robyn her dreams weren't about Ben. Only Tay
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